Xavier H.M.

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The personal blog of a writer/artist/poet/blogger/cool dude named Xavier.

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💌 A Nice Day Off
published 10 months ago
💌 A nice day
published 16 months ago
💌 A quick reference for my thoughts on everything trans
published 12 months ago
💌 added an addendum to my post
published 15 months ago
💌 ahhhhhh
published 15 months ago
💌 almost done with my FTM website
published 11 months ago
💌 another detox
published 12 months ago
💌 (another) new domain
published 16 months ago
💌 anxiety
published 15 months ago
💌 applied for a new job!!
published 15 months ago
💌 back home with the wife!
published 14 months ago
💌 back to the grind
published 13 months ago
💌 bad back u_u
published 11 months ago
💌 Blaugust???
published 11 months ago
💌 blugh
published 15 months ago
💌 change of plans won't get me down (I hope 😭)
published 11 months ago
💌 decluttering today
published 14 months ago
💌 decluttering
published 12 months ago
💌 editing blog theme
published 13 months ago
💌 Erotica versus porn as they relate to shame, form, and function
published 11 months ago
💌 feeling myself
published 11 months ago
💌 finally done moving!!!
published 12 months ago
💌 finding spontaneity in digital art: non-objective sketch 01 and process
published 12 months ago
💌 flare up :/
published 12 months ago
💌 Givin' the Dog a Bone
published 15 months ago
💌 good politics are boring; calling my senators tomorrow
published 16 months ago
💌 Journal #14: Goodwill clothing haul
published 16 months ago
💌 got 99 problems and gingivitis is indeed one of them
published 15 months ago
💌 heading out for a job interview! 📸
published 15 months ago
💌 He's exactly where I left him
published 12 months ago
💌 I don't get why everyone has ditched Firefox
published 15 months ago
💌 I feel lucky to have been born in America
published 15 months ago
💌 I got a haircut!
published 13 months ago
💌 I have concepts of a plan for a website
published 15 months ago
💌 I like being trans
published 12 months ago
💌 I made a 88x31 button for Bearblog
published 15 months ago
💌 I made an 88x31 button for my website/blog!
published 11 months ago
💌 I made an 88x31 e-mail button
published 15 months ago
💌 I post my best material at night u_u
published 15 months ago
💌 I started reading Second Skins: The Body Narratives of Transsexuality
published 12 months ago
💌 I think part of myself is healing
published 11 months ago
💌 I turned my Linux Mint laptop into a DIY writing deck
published 12 months ago
💌 ily bearblog (signed, an exhausted webdev)
published 11 months ago
💌 I'm having fun online again
published 15 months ago
💌 I'm here!!
published 15 months ago
💌 I'm in my crossword era
published 12 months ago
💌 indie web goodies: imood, status.cafe, piclog
published 15 months ago
💌 Is this a blog or a website?: Musings on webmastery, Bearblog vs Neocities, etc
published 15 months ago
💌 Jem sketch 5/29/25 thumbnail
published 13 months ago
💌 Jem sketch 5/29/25
published 13 months ago
💌 Journal #15: I had a difficult job interview today
published 15 months ago
💌 Journal #16: UK trans ruling; The Shape of Water; website stuff
published 14 months ago
💌 Journal #17: Life, wife, webdev updates & photo dump
published 14 months ago
💌 Journal #18: Bittersweet slump
published 13 months ago
💌 Journal #19: A routine of return
published 12 months ago
💌 Journal #20: Reminding myself what I'm blogging for
published 11 months ago
💌 kicking it old school at the library
published 11 months ago
💌 Listening to Eyes Open by Snow Patrol
published 16 months ago
💌 looking for a minimalist bearblog theme good for text heavy pages!
published 11 months ago
💌 me now that I'm on euro hours in the UK
published 15 months ago
💌 Might be time to bid bearblog goodbye
published 10 months ago
💌 My Last Blog Post
published 10 months ago
💌 my minimalist motivations
published 12 months ago
💌 My personal website is live!
published 15 months ago
💌 my wife and I maybe want kids????
published 11 months ago
💌 Nearly there!!!
published 15 months ago
💌 new blog ideas & plans, first #update, blogging sprints?
published 13 months ago
💌 New blog theme!! :)
published 12 months ago
💌 new guestbook page
published 11 months ago
💌 🩷 New Lil Nas X song! 🩷
published 16 months ago
💌 non-objective sketch 01 thumbnail
published 12 months ago
💌 on the random saxophone cover album I bought from Goodwill, nearly a decade later
published 10 months ago
💌 Oreo revelation
published 12 months ago
💌 pics from a walk at sunset
published 15 months ago
💌 Politely requesting input on changing my blog domain again
published 16 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch 01 thumbnail
published 12 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch 01
published 12 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch 02 thumbnail
published 12 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch 02
published 12 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch thumbnail
published 12 months ago
💌 quick figure sketch
published 12 months ago
💌 rainbow taskbar
published 11 months ago
💌 random recent pics
published 12 months ago
💌 reflecting on America's cultural output while digitizing my CDs
published 16 months ago
💌 Restless
published 12 months ago
💌 Revisiting "The Posttranssexual Manifesto"
published 15 months ago
💌 Ripping CDs like it's 2007
published 16 months ago
💌 Ripping CDs on Linux Mint in 2025
published 16 months ago
💌 shout out to Stack Overflow
published 15 months ago
💌 Sneak peek of forest trail pics
published 13 months ago
💌 spicy trans take
published 15 months ago
💌 status.cafe versus bearblog "status" posts; or: static sites/indie web tools vs DIY on bearblog?
published 15 months ago
💌 TDOV post
published 15 months ago
💌 The forgetful trans guy's HRT cycle 🏳️‍⚧️
published 16 months ago
💌 The spiritual power of women in dharma
published 11 months ago
💌 the sweet bro and hella jeff pipeline
published 15 months ago
💌 the value of our creations
published 15 months ago
💌 today was a good gender day
published 11 months ago
💌 transmen.online: an online collective for binary trans men | open call for new members!
published 11 months ago
💌 We owe it to trans kids to be brave
published 12 months ago
💌 webdev update
published 13 months ago
💌 weird youtube find
published 12 months ago
💌 where I've been and what I've been up to
published 12 months ago
💌 White vs off-white t-shirts?
published 12 months ago
💌 writing and brooding and tea
published 15 months ago
💌 wubba lubba web dev
published 10 months ago
💌 03-01-26 01:20 AM
published 3 months ago
💌 04-23-26 01:48 AM
published 6 weeks ago
💌 04-27-26 12:35 AM
published 6 weeks ago
💌 10-18-25 12:41 AM
published 8 months ago
💌 10-20-25 12:04 PM
published 8 months ago
💌 11-04-25 02:53 PM
published 7 months ago
💌 A Nice Day Off
published 10 months ago
💌 Blaugust???
published 11 months ago
💌 Heated Rivalry S01E01: "Rookies"
published 4 months ago
💌 In Defense of FTM
published 11 days ago
💌 Might be time to bid bearblog goodbye
published 10 months ago
💌 My Last Blog Post
published 10 months ago
💌 notes on the Benjamin SOS transsexuality scale
published 3 months ago
💌 on the random saxophone cover album I bought from Goodwill, nearly a decade later
published 10 months ago
💌 testosterone troubles
published 4 months ago
💌 transmen.online: an online collective for binary trans men | open call for new members!
published 11 months ago
💌 wubba lubba web dev
published 10 months ago
💌 A list of terminal-based applications I've enjoyed recently
published 18 months ago
💌 A nice day
published 16 months ago
💌 A resolution to be hopeful
published 18 months ago
💌 a short catch up
published 17 months ago
💌 America is a country of excess—both good and bad
published 16 months ago
💌 another US election postmortem
published 17 months ago
💌 anyone use Emacs for writing or know good Emacs tutorials??
published 17 months ago
💌 Apparently men don't wear scarves
published 18 months ago
💌 Be kind to yourself today
published 18 months ago
💌 bluh
published 17 months ago
💌 bringing back "GPOY"
published 17 months ago
💌 Chia seed pudding with raspberry yogurt
published 16 months ago
💌 digicam raw photo dump
published 17 months ago
💌 Dumbed down my smartphone
published 16 months ago
💌 giving myself permission to be a fuck up
published 17 months ago
💌 good politics are boring; calling my senators tomorrow
published 16 months ago
💌 goodbye seasonal depression, hello spring
published 16 months ago
💌 Goodwill clothing haul
published 16 months ago
💌 Grand opening of my art blog!
published 17 months ago
💌 How I learned to stop worrying and love my curly hair (plus a flaxseed hair gel recipe)
published 17 months ago
💌 html quiz
published 17 months ago
💌 I bought a CD player in 2025
published 16 months ago
💌 I liked this new Kamala Harris quote
published 16 months ago
💌 I want a cigarette
published 16 months ago
💌 if you put a 2 AM smoke break outside of a shitty party into a song
published 16 months ago
💌 I'm giving up on headphones
published 16 months ago
💌 In Defense of Going Stealth 🏳️‍⚧️
published 18 months ago
💌 it's been a long day, always
published 17 months ago
💌 I've had what the kids call, a glo up
published 17 months ago
💌 Journal #10: A plate of failure
published 17 months ago
💌 Journal #11: I went to a cat cafe today!
published 17 months ago
💌 Journal #12: What I've been doing to survive
published 16 months ago
💌 Journal #13: Providing peace for myself ❤ ☮
published 16 months ago
💌 Journal #8: My own thoughts as commodities
published 18 months ago
💌 Journal #9: A lesson in navigating nostalgia—or, how I learned to watch Adventure Time again
published 18 months ago
💌 let him (me) cook
published 17 months ago
💌 Listening to Eyes Open by Snow Patrol
published 16 months ago
💌 midnight miley posting
published 17 months ago
💌 new pair of headphones
published 16 months ago
💌 on writing original fiction, and some short story/novel ideas
published 16 months ago
💌 oops
published 16 months ago
💌 open windows
published 16 months ago
💌 please help me choose between two CD players!!
published 16 months ago
💌 Politely requesting input on changing my blog domain again
published 16 months ago
💌 quiet evening in
published 17 months ago
💌 reflecting on America's cultural output while digitizing my CDs
published 16 months ago
💌 Ripping CDs like it's 2007
published 16 months ago
💌 Ripping CDs on Linux Mint in 2025
published 16 months ago
💌 self portrait 001 - #1
published 17 months ago
💌 self portrait 001 - #1 thumbnail
published 17 months ago
💌 self portrait 001 - #2 thumbnail
published 17 months ago
💌 self portrait 001 - #2
published 17 months ago
💌 simplified nav bar & footer; new sketchbook page
published 17 months ago
💌 smoke break self portrait WIP, stages #0-2 thumbnail
published 16 months ago
💌 smoke break self portrait WIP, stages #0-2
published 16 months ago
💌 some words of affirmation
published 17 months ago
💌 The forgetful trans guy's HRT cycle 🏳️‍⚧️
published 16 months ago
💌 thumb update
published 16 months ago
💌 trans support group
published 17 months ago
💌 Weekly Bear Blog Roundup: 02/02/25 - 02/08/25
published 17 months ago
💌 Why I stopped reading the Trending page
published 17 months ago
💌 You might not be able to change the world, but
published 17 months ago